...is Defining Moments

There have been times that life as I knew it changed significantly by defining moments. Like the first time I met Jason, bringing two amazing little lives into this world, the day I met Jesus, each summer at Epworth, even losing a beloved grandmother to suicide and passing the National Counselors Exam...of course, there are so many more.

Well, life as we know it has once again been altered by a new defining moment: the decision to Homeschool. I seriously drug my feet for two months in making a definitive decision. I talked to so many wonderful friends who homeschool. I spent hours on the phone with curriculum people. I sought godly counsel and prayer. And the more I put off making a decision the more overwhelmed I felt. Then, one day it just seemed to click. It basically boiled down to the fact that if the girls attend school all day, they would not see their daddy for four entire days. So, once that became crystal clear- it was a no-brainer.

So the decision was made. And I immediately could see clearly and logically. That's what I do. I thrive in creating order out of chaos.

So, I began to face some of my fears:
- Will they learn what they need or better- will I be able to teach them what they need to learn?
- Will we all still thrive socially or will we feel isolated?
- Will I have the patience and understanding to love and guide them calmly and respectfully?

Once I faced my fears, I began to constructively put a plan in place:
1. Choose a Curriculum.
2. Create a space.
3. Build a network of support.
4. Begin teaching.
5. Pray constantly.

We started today and all is well at Lee Academy. Thank you Jesus!